2 In One Night. . . .Are you not lucky????????

Dear Readers - Entry 24 1/2 (the other half of the previous entry)


While we have moved into our new house,  I got lucky enough to find some of my brothers art work, cards, letters, etc.  I plan to matte and frame them to hang on the walls.  I miss him.  Everywhere I turn he is all around me.  In baby photos he looks like my son, which is difficult at times.  It seems impossible that he has been gone 7 months.

I think, as a grown woman, although my heart will always be devided... . . . . .between the  two most important souls that have passed through my life to date,  I shall never be able to replace the three most important men in my life. . . my brother Todd, whom I shared a birthday with,  my first and forever love "Toy", and my gracious, kind, and most romantic husband. .  . . .;

Diary Entry - Is It 24?

Dear Readers,




Many things have changed since my last entry.  My mother in law has passed away, my step daughters wedding is 4 weeks away, my 10 year old son thinks he wants to work for the  C.I.A. as an assassin (go figure), my husband thinks that. . . .well, only I can decipher that from day to day. . .

We have moved to a new house - one floor, rather than 3,why?  Frankly, I cannot stand the upkeep.  I think housekleening is an enourmous waste of time, it just gets duty again!  And I hate repetative routines.

While my sister in law languishes in Oklahoma, suffering from another bout of cancer, my sleezy, asshole brother continues on with what he considers a life. . . . .

Odd, that out of nearly 15 years together, her supporting him through all of his aeronautical degress that he deserts her and now, he is back in Wynne, Arkansas. . .
working at Walmart.  . .  Isn't Karma great!

I have one true question for any of you that are brave enough to answer:

Be Truthful::::::::These Are Confidental!

Is a soul that has been divided from its true mate.. .ever really whole?  I ask you this because life and love is different for all of us.  And is the love you have at this moment, all that you hoped it would be. . .

You all know who you are. . . .late at night, when you have a drink while listening to you favorite music and your mind wonders to a time that had you moved with it, you would be a different person, with a different life. . . .